I posted a picture of some cuts from self harm quite a while ago, I found a picture reposted today, and saw one of the notes talking about how ‘beautiful’ the scars would be.. this are my legs right now. The right thigh is covered in scars, you can’r really see that on here, but there’s honestly no skin near the top that isn’t scar tissue. My left thigh has recently become that route. Throughout my years of self harm my cuts have gradually got deeper, my scars are constantly itching and I ache to do it again to see the rich red blood seeping out, feeling pleased with myself when they are deep enough, but they never feel deep enough anymore. I hate my scars. I think they’re ugly. I will hate them forever. They are not beautiful.